Saturday, 30 March 2013

Simply waiting


While I was in Italy as part of our devotions we all shared something we were waiting for. Whether it be; news on a church event going on while we were away, news on the health of a relative, waiting for healing, waiting for a suitcase to arrive from the airport. Then it came to me, I could have talked about waiting to find a new job, knowing what God has as the next step, but I talked about waiting for the other side of my future, for when my relationship turns into a marriage.

Last night I went to an act of worship. I’d been involved in setting it up. However I still managed to engage with it, much better than I’d expected. We started by singing then there was space for people to go around the 14 prayer stations. I’d like to share with you some of my thoughts as I went around the stations, looking into some of the characters in the story and taking an item to represent their part of the story.

Take a piece of jewelled cloth...
... to remember Herod dressing Jesus in a fine robe and mocking him.
This led me to ponder on when I mock Jesus, when my faith is a joke, when I go through the motions thinking I’m doing it right, when all I’m doing is going through the motions.

Take a piece of wood...
                                ...  to remember Simon of Cyrene carrying the cross.
Is it me helping Jesus or Jesus helping me? What is my cross, what is my burden, what is it that I have to carry? Who journeys with me?

Take a nail...
                ... to remember the Roman soldiers nailing Jesus to the cross
An everyday item, used in an extraordinary way.

Take a shimmery blue stone...
                                 ... to remember Pilate washing his hands when he handed Jesus over to die
How often do I want to keep my hands clean? Make me dirty in your work Lord.

Take a piece of sponge...
                                ...  to remember the person who offered Jesus a drink.
Let me be the one who feed the hungry, clothes the naked, houses the homeless and quenches the thirsty.

Take a piece of rough cloth...
... to remember the criminals who died with Jesus
What can you say? Those who died with him, one who understood who he was. Jesus’ act of forgiveness while dying beside him.

Take a heart...
                ... to remember the mother Mary’s love and sorrow.
Here I prayed for friends. Mothers who have lost their children, mothers who are pregnant, mothers with new babies. A mixture of joy and sorrow – all surrounded by love.

Take a stone...
... to remember the stone that Joseph of Arimathea rolled in front of the tomb.
I took the stone to represent why Jesus needed to be there, and thought as it is rolled away everything that it took with it – death and sin, thoughts, words and deeds. Gone.

Take a strip of cloth...
... to remember Nicodemus wrapping up Jesus’ body.
A simple bandage. Plasters in children fix many things, in this case Nicodemus did all that he could.

Take a coin...
                ... to remember Judas betraying Jesus
How often do I sell out? How often is money the most important thing?

Take a feather...
                ... to remember Peter disowning Jesus three times before the cock crowed.
The completed bag
A feather, so colourful, so free and so light – I love placing one on my outstretched hand and blowing on it to make it float. Peter, Jesus’ best friend, disowning him,  saying I don’t know him. When it comes down to the line can I stand up and say yes I know Jesus? I hope so.

Take a piece of torn cloth...
... to remember Caiaphas tearing his clothes in anger.
What do I do when I’m angry, or break in spite? When things are out of my control...

Take some cloves...
                ... to remember the women who watched and waited.
I often feel like I’m always waiting for something.

By living simply during lent I’ve tried to live in the moment, not worry about what is next, what I’m longing for and waiting for. But, here we are Holy Saturday. A day of mourning and sadness. Waiting for the dawn. Waiting as we know what we celebrate tomorrow. God who holds us while we wait, be our light. Amen

PS - you may have noticed that was 13 and not 14, the final one was about the people of the world and we took a cut out person to think about where we are in the story and write a prayer on a cross.

Happy Easter.

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